Greetings! I recently came across your website and love all that you do to help others. I was wondering if you could help me answer some questions. I only recently became aware that I have been channeling for most of my life. I do it without knowingly connecting to my Guide(s). I want to work with them more directly and call them by a name. I was given a guided meditation which is supposed to help you mentally meet your guide. Well, when I first did the meditation, I got Jesus. I had to snicker. I thought it was my mind playing tricks on me after 12 years of formal Catholic education. I did the same guided meditation a couple more times and keep getting either nothing/no one or different names. I attended a channeling group a couple of weeks ago where I go to practice and sat there for the first hour upset that things weren’t coming easily to me and that I didn’t even know the name of my guide. At the end of the channeling group, those of us who are still “in training” or newbies are given a chance to say what had come to us. One lady spoke up and said she just gets one or two words and has no idea what they mean for people. Well, she got to me and said something related to my health then the word “Jesus”. I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry or what. I am no longer a Catholic, but believe in God/a higher power. I feel unworthy to channel Jesus. I have read that others do channel Jesus and he is seen by many others as not a god but more of a prophet. I can deal with channeling a prophet, but it’s so ingrained in me that Jesus = God and I can’t get past it. I guess I’m just wondering if you can offer me any help in figuring out who is my primary guide. I feel so lost and confused. I want to help others, but can’t seem to get unstuck myself. I have prayed and prayed, cried and cried, but other then feeling like someone (who I couldn’t see) sat down on my bed one time, I feel alone. I have a gift helping ghosts cross over, but it seems like there is much more I am supposed to do. I feel if I knew my guide’s name/who/what they are it would greatly help me move forward. I apologize for this being so long and truly appreciate your time and any help you can offer.
Firstly I’d like to say thank you for following your intuitive guidance that led you to my site and for contacting me! Jesus is an Ascended Master and he is very much involved in the evolution of mankind here. He is guide to many, including myself! It is important when connecting to your guides and your higher self that you TRUST. I cannot emphasize this enough. As soon as you let any negative energy interfere, you will lose, or at the very least, lessen the connection. Any negative vibration, whether it be doubt or feelings of unworthiness will lower your vibration and impair your connection. As a grounded Light Being its important that you realize your worth, and any feeling of being ‘less than’ is far removed from who you truly are. Would God create something that is ‘not good’? Ask yourself that. One of the things I have learned with Michael is that we ARE perfect, and we always will be, no matter what we perceive ourselves to be in this human form.
Secondly, your primary guide is always your Higher Self, and I am not going to tell you who that is. You must get past your doubts and fear and your feelings of being less than, in order to establish this information for yourself. Remember that as soon as you tell yourself “I am not worthy”, you are not only saying it to yourself, but to your Higher Self also, because you are One. In fact, you are voicing it to God also, because WE ARE ALL ONE.
Your ego is telling you you’re alone. Its impossible to be alone – separation is an illusion. Your ego will have you believe this, and it may have served you up until now as a means to experience separation, but it is not something that you have to continue to experience – unless it is your choice to do so.
There is nothing you are supposed to DO. This I have written about extensively. BE Love – this is all you need ever BE. Be love, and that means going into your heart and getting out of your mind/ego. Go into your High Heart or Sacred Heart and connect with your Higher Self there. This is where you will find all you have been looking for outside of yourself. You will find Love, Peace and Joy, as well as contentment. You will find Divine Grace. Listen to the meditations being freely offered by the Seraphim Angels. There is a link on my Links page. These meditations will help you overcome your fears.